Indeed.

So I have not recieved an email from Kevin of Indiana fame.

I sent him a little chatty chat chatty email last week and Lynsy informed me that he was going to be in Chicago for the weekend. I realised that this would probably have an impact on the whole return email thing, and didn't think about it.

But sitting at work, I think about it.

It's all a rather odd situation isn't it? I mean, really, he has no obligation to email me, and I realise this. I also think I might think he is cuter than he thinks I am, and thus expecting too much from him.

I am not stupid. I am a realist! I know that is absurd to like a guy in f-ing INDIANA but he was awfully cool. Also, it doesn't help that I have Robin and Lynsy nattering in my ear to "give it a shot!" and "You have to try! He could be the ONE and you are BLOWING IT!" et. al.

So what to do? Do I send another email, even though that goes against my new found prinicples of not settling or convincing a guy to like me? I told Lynsy, I would rather be by myself than have to convince someone to be with me. I like my company just fine and I have friends that like me for me, so why would I comprimise that by berating someone into liking me. I mean, wtf. Do I wait it out? Do I write it off? Hrm.

God, men are idiots. If I didn't despise women I would so be a lesbian.