The damage is done so I guess I'll be leaving

Self inflicted censorship:

I can't talk about what happened last night. I can't talk about this.

I can't believe myself sometimes.

Too much was said.

All I can think of is the Talking Heads' song Once In A Lifetime:

And you may ask yourself
Am I right?...Am I wrong?
And you may tell yourself
MY GOD!...WHAT HAVE I DONE?


I just secured a place in hell, that is for damn sure.

Once in a lifetime....